Hidir

mtf

2009-05-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

You guys know that I was scheduled to get into ARMY on the 9 of July, right? Well, wrong. Some mother_ _ _ _er working at CMPB (center camp of army stuffs) called and told me that I didn't meet some criteria to get into army and thus will be transferring me to CD. MOTHER _ _ _ _ing CIVIL DEFENCE! Die! I'm gonna be a matrep soon.

I was only halfway there

2009-05-11T20:22:00.002+08:00

Feeling shitty.
Listening to damn fucking sad songs like the one on my blog.

Payyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2009-05-06T09:49:00.010+08:00

Things I'll do once my pay comes in

~~1. Give $130 to Mama~~ (see, I good boy :D)
2. 2 1 skater shirts
3. 2 1 sleevesless tee (beach wear?)
~~4. A pair of Cotton On's slippers~~
~~5. Earpiece~~
~~6. Treat family on my birthday (10.05.09) as well as Mother's Day (again, I goodie boy)~~
7. Treat Nurul
8. Treat Julia
~~9. Contact lens~~
10. Shorts
11. 2 1 Jeans
12. Black specs (for stupid CD)
~~13. Black Casio watch with Gold Numbers~~

Actually, the list go on. But what can i buy with just a measly pay of $630? HAHAHAHAHAAHAH! Pay so little, want to do so many things.

*EDIT

Oh Oh, a collegue said I was handsome and that it was hampering his chances with the ladies. With a grin, I told him, " Well, you just gotta play your cards right since you won't be depending on your looks anymore, would you? " HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :)

july 9

2009-05-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

Fuck July 9
It's the damn day I'm getting my damn green uniform

Wise Man

2009-04-30T19:41:00.001+08:00

There was this old man, in his sixties, who came up to the boarding counter where me and Aisha were sitting at. And suddenly he talked to use about this philosophies and how's life and stuff. He even wanted a feedback form to complain about the air con, which apparently wasn't working. But one thing he said made me happy for the rest of the day.

" Don't chase girls. Let the girls chase you. "

Which I agree to a full extent. Considering there's like 85345678987654 girls right now. :)

JB

2009-04-27T16:29:00.005+08:00

So much for being sick on Saturday. That very same night, I managed to somehow cure myself from the aftermath of vomitting green liquid and tagged along with family to JB. Initially was going there only to fill up dad's car with oil and come back. In the end, had dinner there. And my-stomach-for-5-people-that-forever-won't-be-full ate like 3 servings. Went shopping after that and managed to persuade my mum to buy me a new pair of shoes since my jazz shoes had a hole at the soles. Bought this ' Paul Smith ' shoe for just $35. I happy. :)

My hotplate special (bottom), my brother's nasi ayam (right) and satay (middle).

Vomit

2009-04-25T16:16:00.003+08:00

Okay, as stupid as this may sound, I skipped work today because after my soccer, I was vomitting like no one's business. And funny thing was that my vomit was in a greenish-liquid-state. And it's not only once or twice. I vomit for a grand total for 5 times, including one in my mum's bathroom. So, I cabbed home after soccer, with the kind taxi driver telling me to drink warm water and eat a slice of bread or two. But sadly, there were no bread left. Guess what was my substitute? I literally scoop a few handfuls of plain rice from the rice cooker and stuffed it in my mouth. And went to bed.

Sucky

2009-04-22T09:11:00.003+08:00

Work got sucky last night. Obviously since we worked the night shift, they would buy food from batam. They would order from the captain at about 5 and the food would come at about 7. But apparently, since I was the new one, they didn't help me order any. They didn't even ask if I wanted. That set my mood for the rest of the night.

And somehow, one of them knew that I was kinda pissed, said that if I wanted to order, I should just ask. But what the hell, I was at the Immigration area, not knowing anything about them ordering until when I got down to the ship area (Pontoon) when I saw the captain carrying food. Tu part ah aku mengamok.

Work

2009-04-20T11:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry I couldn't update more these few days. Been terribly busy with work. Eh, wait, what busy? Work always ended by 3pm. Haha. Couldn't get to meet Debe. She forever with her date and all la. So no point. Did meet Nurul though. :)

Apart from getting my both feet stepped by, not one, but two passengers, causing the soles of the shoe to come off! Had to borrow a collegue's safety boot which was a size smaller but what to do? Passengers were sometimes getting on the nerves as they got angry when they were late by 5 mins and we couldn't do anything to let them board the ferry. And I almost got punched by this big, buff guy who was angry and wanted to call me stupid, dumb baffoon. Middle finger to that.

Anyways, work for this week is in the afternoon shift. 3-11pm. Hopefully I get to order Nasi Ayam Penyet or Nasi Ayam Pangang (BBQ) from Batam via the vessel crew. :) Oh, today I'm gonna purposely wear black jeans instead of the working pants to work. Cause' I'll be walking with those secondary school girls! HAHA!

First day at work

2009-04-13T20:20:00.003+08:00

That was how I looked on my first day for work. And this was at 7am. Who in the right mind you do that type of face, apart from me? Oh well, work was fine. Morning shift was mostly girls and the afternoon was the opposite. I got to meet both shifts so that at least, I won't be lost if I work either morning or afternoon shift.

Morning, Aisha took care of me, showing me around. Afternoon was Aby. The guys asked if I smoked and was astounded when I answered a resounding no. What, just because I look like a matrep and my hair is dyed? HAHA!

Received my roster today. Working office hours for 3 days. Meaning today, Tuesday and Wednesday. Then Thursday off. Then Friday till Sunday, all morning shifts (7am-3pm). Let's see how I wake up then!

Will I be caught on tape?

2009-04-11T23:58:00.001+08:00

What a way to end the weekends by getting caught by the traffic police?
_l_

Family's not home

2009-04-11T07:32:00.002+08:00

So, what do you do when your family's on a gateway to Melaka and no one's at home? Hold a party? Invite some booty over? Crash the place? No, no, no. That's not me. Being the good guy that I am, a good way to spend the time is by slacking all the way. That's right.

During soccer, I think God, my god, not other god, punished me. It was a Friday, in which I had to go for Friday prayers. But due to circumstances, like having soccer on a Friday, I decided to skip it. And what better way for God to punish me by letting me fall on my spine/back just as soon as I got a shot away. The momentum of my leg carried my body upwards and my feet slid, as the newly polished-new-as-hell-and-difficult-to-run-when-wet-floor was slippery.

Me, being the man that I am, stood up immediately, emphasizing on the " no pain, no gain " quote by some jackass who came up with it. Unfortunely, it didn't hurt that much. Anyways, after soccer, made my way home, cooked maggi, and became a potato couch for the whole day. Which was rather nice, considering it rained at about like 4 or 5 and it made the night cooler, if it wasn't already. Obviously, the cool weather made me sleep like a log, except that I'm a snoring log.

Woke up to 7, bathed, went down to buy Mee Kuah (apparently, when I asked them to make it more spicy, they made it more red, thinking that I'd be stupid enough that red = spicy), settled down and watch Alien vs Predator 2. What a day to end it off. :)

Oh, by the way, I like this picture of mine. (Wani should be glad she's featured on my blog)

Sorry just doesn't cut it, does it?

2009-04-06T10:56:00.003+08:00

Sorry for making you wait for me
Sorry for forgetting all those important moments
dates, events, happenings
Sorry for not noticing you even after you cut your hair
Sorry for not being able to go club with you, with your friend
Sorry for not being able to let you drink while your with me
Sorry for not surprising you
Sorry for not even trying to surprise you
Sorry if you felt I was giving you the cold shoulder
Sorry for pushing you away for the last few days
Sorry for not meeting you even though you wanted to
Sorry if kept replying you one word
and without punctuations.

but sorry just doesn't cut it, does it?

stupid screen

2009-04-03T17:46:00.002+08:00

Mofo-ing monitor of my stupid damn sucky desktop went bonkers on me. Couldn't see anything on the screen with just a black screen, just as if it wasn't even switched on. Thought it was the CPU that had problems, like the motherboard burnt ( due to excessive usage of the net, mainly for sending out resumes! :P ), or the RAM.

Found out after the repairman came at 4:30 instead of the 2:30, after the Friday prayers, that it was actually the monitor that was spoilt and had nothing to do with the CPU. then again, RAM of the CPU was a measly 256mb, I think. He tried his 1GB something, I think, RAM but that was not the problem.

I remembered that I had a spare monitor, those humongoustatic (?) monitor of the past, lying there in my store room. Carried it out, replaced the old one and flicker, fliker, fliker the monitor went. Repairman told me to get it changed as it could explode soon- literally.

Julia, being the resourceful and good girl that she is ( I bet she's enjoying all the praises the moment she sees this! ) , helped me looked for someone selling a monitor at a cheap price. Got to know, she bargained, maybe even FLIRTED, with a guy just to get a Dell 15-inch monitor at a price of $75 bucks. How cool is that?

Now, I need to ask her to seduce him more to get him to sell his better-than-mine-obviously CPU at a cheap price as well!

rdm radm random

2009-04-01T07:58:00.007+08:00

Was plugging in my headphones to this suck-my-balls-slow-like-hell desktop and tuning on to imesh. Came upon this song which made me think of the possibilities of this happening to me. The song is entitled What's A Man Got To Do - Usher. Click on the title if you wanna hear the song. Anyways, looking at the lyrics, you would understand what I was about to talk.

That my heart is in two different places
I got you in my life and I wanna do right
But it's hard to let it go
When my love has two different faces
And I can't break ties cause they both look right

Someone tell me what's a man to do
When he's loving two
And he don't wanna lie
But he can't tell the truth

What's a man to do
When he's loving two
But he can't keep his heart
In two different places
In two different places

What would you do if you were Usher? How would you react if you had someone you liked for a long time (crush, ex-crush, former friends, used-to-be-enemies-because-he/she-stole-my-bf/gf-at-that-point-of-time or ex-girlfriend that you couldn't get over because of her assets all falls into this category) came back for you but you are already attached. Just wanted to know your two cents or whatever amount you have there stuck in your back pocket.

EDIT: OH FUNNY SHIT! I HAVE TO UPDATE THIS!

Don't mind the language

2009-03-30T12:52:00.002+08:00

Bye baby, I'll miss all the fun we had. The videos we laughed together, the games we played. ~~And the porn we shake to.~~
P.S. This is to the laptop I sent back a while ago, not to some other girl

Anyhoo, with that gone, I'm reverting back to using my desktop, which is a tee-bit slow and still getting a hang of it. Think I'll be updating this more often than not, considering I've yet to find a job, to supplement my 5-bucks-a-day-if-I-have-school-or-go-out-or-events-only allowance. Pathetic, yes. But life's just that way. When I think back, I've learnt to be more thrifty, even though I'm like spending quite a bit right now. Oh, she(Mum) notices that the green papers are missing everyday in the big-bottles-for-babies-which-I-use-as-a-piggy-bank.

I guess,by now, all of you should have been laughing at my MATREP hair, right? Well, it won't be there for long cause I'll have my haircut every 2 weeks. 1 month later and it's back to being black, which shouldn't be a problem as well if I wanted to dye again cause again, I have NS anyways. Wait, that sentence don't really made sense, does it?

Speaking of which, I'll be collecting my results for my lung/heart test on Thursday. Hope it's fine. I don't wanna be in PES C, doing all those clerk work and stuff. Fucking wussies. I rather train, with the big boys to serve the nation even though it's fucking racist. _l_ (that was supposed to be the middle finger)

On a random note, let's just count how many I's I have for this post only, just to see how self-centered I've become.

20
if you really counted, get a life, for god's and everyone's sake
you prick/vagina

after hiatus

2009-03-23T07:40:00.007+08:00

I guess i'm back. I should be resorting back to @bs, rather than using LJ, seeing how dead my lj is now and how I reminisce the past when my blog used to be chatty, noisy, taggy, whatever word you deem right. Life's still the same, slacking at home with practically nothing to do (waiting for my final check up for army before really looking for a part time job, to pay back people who i owe a treat)

Apart from that,I finally graduated. Had graduation at marina sqaure a few weeks back. Catwalking and all. Thanks for those who came down especially Julia (nice right my catwalk?), Nurul & Natazsha (thanks ah take my picture but not clear), Debe ( you came but left straight away CAUSE YOU GOT A FREAKING DATE EH! you ahhhh, dicks before friend sia! :P) and Azyfah (i think you came cause you wanted to burn time while waiting for you friend, but nevertheless, you still came).

Oh! Not forgetting my family as well, mum, dad and brother who came to see me catwalk but left just after i finish mine. Brother still went and slack with me, Nurul & Natazsha at esplanade. I should stop blabbering already and post pictures of my graduation just to make this post abit more colourful. Sorry about the pictures, not in order, cause I'm damn freaking lazy to move it about and I'm gonna let my mum cut my hair again!

since i had no grad book to sign, i let them sign on my shirt

this one only for abang abang

all of them scold me for giving that face
they say i copy my gf
tsk!

feeling feeling american idol

first time wear vest
must show off abit

2009-03-05T16:00:00.001+08:00

2009-02-16T12:33:00.003+08:00

BABY YOU CAN HAVE WHATEVER YOU LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

anyways, i've moved to livejournal for now
click here

thought it was over?

2009-02-10T09:13:00.004+08:00

just as the title reads, it's not over.

Interior Technology Journal (need to print/add a few exercise)
Theory of Design Journal (just need to bind)
Theory of Design Dossier (just need to bind)
PQM Portfolio (just need to burn to CD)
Panel (print A3)
Library assignment (just need to burn to CD)

should be done soon :)

MOVED ;

2009-02-05T22:21:00.001+08:00

BLOG MOVED!

random ;

2009-02-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

1. Put your Media Playlist on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Kasih Mengapa by Rauzan feat Rozie - Easier to say NO, rather than all the chim malay words

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Domino by David Archuleta - haha, i think i too thin, that's why falling down!

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Girl, Please Don't Go by Frankie J - i guess that answers it, a girl who doesn't leave

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Kiwi by Maroon 5 - Yeaaaah it's all about giving, baby!

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
She Wants Me by Neyo - yeaaaaaa, make everyone WANT me! :)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Please Don't Stop The Music (remix) by Rihanna feat Corrine Stevie - Okayyyyyyy, am i THAT a mat?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Blow My Mind by Isreal - hahha, blowinggggggggg! :P

WHAT IS 2+2?
Love Defender by James Flauntleroy - 2+2 is the same as you solving a love problem (which you never will)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Halo by Ahmir - if i had one, i think he/she would be an angel with a halo around the head

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Buy Your Own Drink by Karim Diane - HAHAHA! BUY YOURSELF LAAAAAAAA!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Scared Of Being Lonely by Beyonce - MAK! why so true ah? :(

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Hero by Steven Russell - Yeaaaaaa babeh! become someone's hero. * wink wink *

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Back to Back by Chris Brown - turn around, i just wanna see your back, not your face! :P

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Fly by Keri Hilson feat James Flauntleroy - they must be asking me to go fly kite

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Press It by Smessingtonez - yea, at night i'll be pressing it IN

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
She Can't Love You by Danity Kane - no wonder i die laaaaaaa

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Can't Sleep Without You by The Curve - ehhh, i sleep whenever i want sia. this one bluff! :P

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Maybe This Is Love by Varsity - Nope, i don't love my friends! :P

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
What's Wrong by Jennifer Hudsonfeat T-Pain - yaaaa, what happen?

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Kiss Me Through The Phone by Soulja Boy feat Chrishan - LOL! so now you know!

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Let Me Know by NLT - Yaaaa, should have asked you to shut up! :P

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Bump Like Some Speakers by Cherish - maybe if i DO see a dofus bumping into something THAT big!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Main Girl by James Flauntleroy - if she left me ahhhhh :(((((

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
No More Lies by Francisco - not until you repent, HIDIR!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Leave Me With Yesterday by The Curve - no link??

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Elevator by Flo-Rida - HAHA! must be everyone in there just now! :P

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Bad Girl (remix) by Rihanna - haha, getting one would have made me even wilder than i am now

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Booty Music by Git Fresh - TRUE! from riding THAT bike

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Sweat by Flo-Rida feat Chris Brown - Sweat while doing this?

life updates ;

2009-02-03T09:34:00.004+08:00

life ain't so bad after all. with submissions done last week, this is our final presentation week. and mine lands on a Wednesday. so I'll be reporting to school at about 11am, despite the roll-call being at 2pm. i still need to hand up my graduation layout and stuffs or else I'll just have an empty page in the book, which i wouldn't want the world to miss my 'disgustingly-handsome' face. just remind me to write what to say for tomorrow's presentation. :)

anyways, having soccer for the past few days. Sat's friendly was in SP. lost 4-3 even though i scored 1. wasn't much of a big deal cause we lost. * shakes head * after soccer match, i had a wedding event to attend to. my friend's mum is getting married (no, you did not read wrongly) but decided to skip it cause zee and dhia were not able to make it. so had lunch with Julia at bugis, then followed her shopping for a friend at bugis street (buying a dress for a girl who likes to show off her cleavage isn't really EASY, and her is not referring to Julia)

Sunday's match was much more exciting. against a Thailand team. thought they were good, but as the game progresses, they weren't. 1st half i was playing more of a second striker, threading passes through a porous Thai back line. but chance after chance, we didn't take. i was guilty too, for missing a penalty late in the 1st half. blast the ball over the crossbar and even over the school fence too. :( (2-1 at halftime)

2nd half was pretty much the same, my team dominating the midfield. but this time, i was playing much of the main striker, wanting to redeem myself. and redeem i did. controlling a pass from the left, i cut through 2 defenders, before coolly slotting it past the keeper to the bottom corner. they scored again and it was 88th min before we equalized again. taking advantage of the no offside rule during a throw in, i turned the defender before blasting the ball to the roof of the net. (3-3 at full time)

went out with Julia after her work last night. dinner-ed at far east (usual MMMMMMM place) then went to watch bride wars. free anyways as Julia had vouchers. :) wasn't THAT funny or anything. just okay okay only.

OHHHHHHHH! Julia wanted to see me with my 'BENG' hair. and i told mum to cut it just now. at 8am. AND ZZZZZZZZZZZOMG! !

and yes, chapter three of my twilight is coming soon! stay tuned. :))))

NUS bazaar

2009-01-30T11:15:00.005+08:00

Pictures from NUS bazaar

and their way of saying thanks to me
for helping them is this.....

truth from nurul ;

2009-01-26T10:15:00.005+08:00

i'm sure Nurul's gonna get mad when she sees her video here
and oh, Natazsha and Dian
do me a favour

KACAU HER BYK2! :D

oh, 2nd chapter's out!

tiger stripes ;

2009-01-19T09:22:00.000+08:00

imprinted ;

marina barrage ;

2009-01-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

e-postcard on saturday ;

" chris brown "

2009-01-16T09:06:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's plan ;
1pm at YCK mrt ( first cabin)
don't eat lunch
& bring your DSLR / whatever camera if you want too
* smiles *

magic trick ;

2009-01-15T09:13:00.002+08:00

magic trick ;
2 places which didn't want to appear for the night ;
had fun
* smiles *

till tomorrow ;

2009-01-13T08:57:00.002+08:00

all i needed ;

2009-01-12T20:18:00.002+08:00

watching my soccer match
making honey water
buying lemon barley
meeting most of the time

seriously, what more can i ask for?

PUSSY / cat

2009-01-08T09:13:00.002+08:00

while outside last night with julia
otw to tong seng to have our prawn noodles
( julia hadn't had them for like 6 years )
she was story-ing to me
that while in hong kong,
she wore this cat shirt
and had random people coming up to her saying,

" ohhhh, i like your cat! "

but in my mind
i kept thinking of what GUYS might say to her
as in those random guys

" ohhh, i like your PUSSY! "

sick ; lack of updates

2009-01-06T21:51:00.002+08:00

was sick the whole of last week & till now, have not recovered. been busy with my FYP now. just finished drawing 6 today. stopping here, tomorrow continue another 7! argh, this sucks. but never mind, 3 weeks more only.

i can't remember exactly what day i have been out, but on the day i have been out, i went out with nurul cause she got off and haven't met me for a long time. met rashidah at night cause her house had no one and wanted to visit her friend who just gave birth. random.

hmm, julia followed me to my match on sunday. which was rather surprising cause she said she had things on. but yea, the match went well even though i was still sick. vomitted near the 1st half. green all over. tsk!

but before that, i already had scored 2 and assisted 1. the first goal was kinda funny, cause i shot it past the keeper, only for the ball not to get into the net yet. but i was already wheeling away, celebrating as i was confident enough my shot would be a goal, and it was! * smiles *

2nd goal was another one-on-one with the keeper. sidefoot the ball, hit the keeper for a deflection but went in though. breath a sigh of relief. my assist was another one-on-one, almost similar to the 2nd goal but instead of going to the back of the net, my shot became a pass as it was going wide and my team mate was there to slot it back of the net.

2nd half wasn't playing too well. my sickness was getting worse. subbed out half way into the 2nd half only to get back 10 mins later. and what a sub it was. the game was at 3-2, with them scoring any mintue. i got the ball, dallied on the ball, slit my pass through the defence, like a hot knife through butter, and team mate was there to slot it home.

final score 4-2. i think i should be the man of the match with 2 goals and 2 assist in that game. julia was smiling and clapping when i scored, wasn't she?

countdown

2009-01-01T22:02:00.003+08:00

countdown this year wasn't much of a bang. fireworks from where we sat weren't that clear. some idiot building was blocking the whole view. and on top of that, there were 2 indian clubs nearby (i wonder how come there's indian clubs in fort canning park) the clubs were blasting bangra songs and you know indians, they have this habit of whistling (usually goes together with banging on tables to a beat/song/rhythm but in this case, there were no tables, just whistles)

the moment the countdown ended, the indians flock the whole place. full of mamaks! the place already so dark & cause of them, it got darker. lucky still got some orange lights. * grins *

after that, didn't want to go home that early, cause hey, it was the new year. debe asked me to lepak with them, but it was kinda far. and the last train to city hall was already over (1:30 am) so, asked julia to lepak with me.

was surprising considering her dad allowed her to overnight at her friend's place when she thought that he was gonna pick her up after the countdown. so i waited for her at yck mrt and off we went, walking to amk. and yea, the usual, she complained. (why does everyone have to do this? tsk!)

drank at kopitiam for a while and then sat in Macs till like 4:30 before we walked back to yck and since the mrt wasn't in operation till like 5:30 , i walked her all the way into her friend's place. oh boy was it freaky. me walking back alone, at 5 in the morning, sick and weak, things could have happened to me. reached home at 6, dead beat, legs tired, feet sore & knees aching. (funny thing was that mrt was in operation at 5:30 and yet, julia thought i took bus 280)

oh oh oh , julia has this habit of saying " so like __________. so like ____________. so like ___________" it's like that is something of a replacement for fullstop. and i kept laughing at that. ohhhhh & sorry if you were insulted that i said your chinese pronounciation wasn't that cheena! but mine was better!(honestly) * peace out *

my new year wish

2008-12-30T17:16:00.002+08:00

secrets to flirting #56754

2008-12-28T21:32:00.003+08:00

wanna learn how to flirt? i'll give you a live example. * grins *

second glance says:
THE SIGHT OF ME WOULDVE IRKED YOU LAST TIME

; Kiss me through the phone says:
haha, why? your forehead would have written ' i like girls. i'm lesbian '?

second glance says:
I don't think I was very friendly to people I didn't know ?

; Kiss me through the phone says:
well, do you ever see me wave at random girls on the netball court?

second glance says:
I don't know, cause I didn't bother looking even if anyone did ?
Hahaha.
I'm a commited player kkkkk I concentrate !

; Kiss me through the phone says:
hmm, maybe i wasn't THAT attractive enough for you?
and SO much for committed laaaaaaaaaaaa
tsk!

second glance says:
are you saying that you're THAT attractive now ?

; Kiss me through the phone says:
hmm, somehow, i think now would be much better than last time?
* smiles *

rule #5643: brush up on your vocabulary and grammar, so that at least your sentence and words makes sense, at the very least (different play of sentence structure and words use do play a part )

rule #9865: anticipate what the other person is going to say and then think of something creative to get back at him/her (doing creative exercises like rotating your thumb to let the blood flow to your brains MIGHT work, won't gurantee that it does)

rule #7567: practice flirting or your virgin-try at flirting at this point of time with someone you know but your're not that close with but somehow, he/she won't freak out. (this part might take you some time, if your're a freaking loser with no friends to help. finding someone who would/will play along with you is a plus point.)

oh ya, rate my skills, will ya? out of 5 stars. * laughs *

aqilah les!

2008-12-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

[♥] AQI! says:
LOL
eh, that julia girl pretty
aha
random

tsk tsk. aqilah, aqilah. please ehhhhh, don't turn lesbian can? but lucky you, she replied what you commented her.

; Kiss me through the phone says:
HAHAHHAHAHHA
my friend
think she wanna lesbian with you
* sticks out tongue and run *

second glance says:
oh im lesbian what
no meh

; Kiss me through the phone says:
hahaha
NO LA!
if you lesbian, i won't talk to you sia

second glance says:
hahah
you anti lesbians huh

; Kiss me through the phone says:
hmm, okay okay la
just that it hurts me to death
cause all the lesbian FREAKING PRETTY!
wasted right?

hold that thought.
noticed she said she was lesbian?
does it have something conected to my previous post?
* laughs *

explaination about abang fierce

2008-12-28T20:45:00.004+08:00

okayyyy, alot of people have been disturbing me about my nick name. ABANG FIERCE! hahahaa. this is just an explaination. the name came about randomly while i was having my weekly prawn noodle. then me and debe were talking about something (i cannot remember what topic we were on) and just out of the blue, i said, ' HEY HEY! ALOT OF PEOPLE CALL ME ABANG FIERCE TAU! '

and we both started laughing cause 1) my face/attitude/posture isn't THAT fierce. it's more of a clown face, more than anything. 2) abang fierce is SO matrep-ish. it's the same like those minahs who go around calling them self ' baby kawaii ' or ' baby spade ' or whatever after baby. sorry if your name starts with the baby but please ehhhh, grow up la. big big already still baby what.

anyways, last night, at about 1am, some idiot girl called me on my celly (i was just about to sleep)

Hidir: ' hello? '
Girl on the phone: ' hello. is this hidir? '
Hidir: ' yea. ni sape? '
Girl: ' ni kawan kau. sophia. '
* thinks hard if i have any friend called sophia *
Hidir: ' sape siak sophia? '
Sophia: ' kawan kau la, sophia. okay bye! '
* hangs up phone *

vulgarites spurt after she hung up. * laughs * complained to aqilah cause she was msg-ing me that time. and because of that sophia, i couldn't get to sleep. maybe because i kept thinking who the hell was she was. and she didn't reply my msg after that. did i state that i slept at 3am in the morning (which was unearthly for me, considering i'm a morning person and that i sleep WAY WAY WAY before 1am)

and now, this julia over here, totally believed that i got a job lobang for her! * smiles and points below *

second glance says:
EH YOU REALLY GOT LOBANG AH

; Kiss me through the phone says:
HAHAHHA
want anot?

second glance says:
REALLY AH
work as what

; Kiss me through the phone says:
HAHAH
sentosa
10 per hr
i htink work 4 hours everyday can already
if i not wrong

second glance says:
wow so shiok
work as what !

; Kiss me through the phone says:
haha
count the sand at siloso beach
want?
:P

and can i say that selina here is ABSOLUTELY H-O-TT! * melts * if i were to have a gf THIS hot, you girls out there can forget about talking to me cause seriously, with a gf like her, it's worth NOT talking to you! * sticks out tongue *

impromtu outing

2008-12-28T00:08:00.013+08:00

every weekend would be our ' prawn-noodle ' outing and this week was no different. debe and me, as usual. partners in crime. but as always, she always stood up on me and i had to eat prawn noodle alone. actually, with her watching me, which was kinda weird even though she's done that a few time before. oh btw, i had to add extra noodle as i was freaking hungry and i added 3 small plate of chili padi. my mucus was drooling all over. * smiles *

after that, we headed to our usual spot, esplanade. but it was freaking boring, so i had this improtu idea of walking where ever our legs would lead us (was actually thinking about the movie, yes man, where lots of possibilities opened up if you agree to do something). and guess where it lead us?

UNDERGROUND! * laughs * yea, right! really! underground while on the way to lau pa sat. because i remember once that me and my ex or someone else wanted to go lau pa sat and we got lost underground and a security guard had to tell us where to head to. so we were down there, exploring each stairs. but ended up with nothing.

after coming out on the other side of the road, there was this huge construction area. and suddenly, i remembered that we were OPPOSITE of the esplanade. across the sea, river, whatever you call that. and yes, that's what we did. we walked INTO the construction area.
we tried walking all the way to the singapore flyer, which was one whole big round. but after walking like 3/4 into the area, debe got scared and wanted to turn back (there was no place to walk anyways, it was the highway)

me and debe
after just getting into the construction area

views of the esplanade
from the other side

after heading back, we rested on this stone seat. more of a stone bed. look.

oh, today was the first time

i wore my skate shoes IN A FREAKING LONG TIME
fubu
* grins *

after that, headed back towards the esplanade. but stopped by this pier which has a b-e-a-u-tiful water feature as well as the sea. * smiles * oh wait, before that, i kinda acted as if i were a skaterboy, trying to grind the area. lol. check out the pics and the video! * laughs very very hard *

getting ready to grind ya'll

looks as if i'm climbing
but i'm not
i is grinding!

then entrance of the pier
beautiful, ain't it?
* grins *

funny ending though was that we went home early. about 1030. or 11. and you know the reason why? cause debe here, had to shit and he detest using the public toilet. her reason was that while shitting, she can sing. so no point me forcing her to shit there and then and here i am updating about this.

want me to be your skaterboy?

well, i rather not
cause it's better that i be me

life as a journalist, for just a day

2008-12-27T17:36:00.002+08:00

here's life as a journalist, for a day. uncovering the secrets of the life as a lesbian. or instead, trying to uncover if she is indeed a lesbian. names shall not be stated to keep the privacy of that particular person. i wouldn't want you people to go to her blog and ask her stuff.

; Kiss me through the phone says:
okay, here's something i wanna ask you
hope this gets you awake
i think it will
ready?

WOOOSH! says:
yeah
shoot
haha

; Kiss me through the phone says:
rumours has it that..........your're a lesbian

WOOOSH! says:
haha
where'd you hear that from ?

; Kiss me through the phone says:
i don't tell on my sources

WOOOSH! says:
hahaha, okay. tell your source that he/she is outdated.
no I'm not a lesbian.

; Kiss me through the phone says:
okay, so that's out of the way
but my source told me not THAT long ago

WOOOSH! says:
hahaha when ?

; Kiss me through the phone says:
hmm, just recently infact
said you were kissing a girl
at a bus stop
FULL ON THE LIPS

WOOOSH! says:
hahaha whoever told you that, must be having some realllllly bad eyesight problems

; Kiss me through the phone says:
really, but i'm sure i could trust MY source you know

WOOOSH! says:
I'm not a fan of public displays of affection.
Hahaha, no I didn't kiss anyone.

; Kiss me through the phone says:
hmm, but somehow, it (keeps my source a suspense) DID actually see you kissing a girl
at this particular bus stop
on a sunday morning
the day after sportlight

WOOOSH! says:
hahaha really ?

; Kiss me through the phone says:
* nods *

WOOOSH! says:
Wow your source must really go to the eye doctor
I left singapore already ! I left on the morning after sportlight. I left at like 5am.

; Kiss me through the phone says:
IT has already 4 eyes mind you
woah! okay, i think IT got the wrong person
HAHAHAHAHA

and there goes my life as a journalist. i couldn't even get my sources right. thanks ehhhhhh. tsk!

handsome or style

2008-12-27T16:44:00.002+08:00

i was digging my store room to find my old skate shoes
cause i was thinking of wearing it for a change
and then i tried it on with my jeans and asked rashidee ( small brother )

Hidir: " adik, amcm? handsome tak? "
* shows adik my shoes with jeans *

* shakes head *
Rashidee: " abang style aje. abang tak akan handsome nye! "

swore it was freaking tired

2008-12-26T10:45:00.003+08:00

today was supposed to meet my primary school peeps. it was some sort of a outing but when i msg time while otw to city hall to meet them, they said only 4 people were comfirmed. i was like ' aik! yg lain sume mane? ' cause i wasn't close to them all. i was only close to two people there, adi, who i think was still in camp and zulaishah(who had a freaking crush on me from primary four till six) would be late. * smiles *

anyways, i decided against meeting them until zulaishah was there. so i dropped at PS and walked all the way up to suntec. time jln sorang2 mcm budak bodoh gitu, i was msging a few people to keep me company while i ask some of them to turn lepak ahhhh. & guess who came to my rescue? my lepak friend, DEBE! * smile tunjuk gigi sume *

in sickness and in health, she gladly obliged in meeting me. haha, her siap2 was so slow for the first time but i didn't mind cause it was a last minute thingy. so while waiting, i walked all the way to suntec. decided to drop by to see nurul working, with that santa hat and all. haha. then headed back to marina square. by that time, debe already msg-ed that she was otw. so i slowly made my way back.

met debe and had lunch at puncak, far east. the fried wanton noodle is nice, i tell you. with the red gravy and all. after that, we walked all the way up again to marina square cause my primary school peeps wanted to meet no matter what. waited fo them at this ' swimming pool ' in the middle. baru nak amek gambar, they arrived. so tak jadi.

teman-ed them eat at the foodcourt at marina square and then, they wanted pay orchard a visit, just to see the christmas lights. then we train-ed down and walk, walk. freaking alot of people laaaaa. if kene bomb, the whole singapore population would go down by 3/4, except for those lazy asses at home. then walked all the way up to PS again. and then all the way to esplanade again, since one of my primary school friend hadn't been there. (now you know how long i walk for the whole day without resting, almost from 1 till 9)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i know you all lazy to read already, so i just show some pics i took la. * grumbles at self *

yes, this was the girl who had a crush on me
way, way, way back then

debe was being irritating
so i had to bite her to make her stop
and that, is my air liuh!
:D

don't really know the purpose of this actually.
* inserts mothfck face *

i was freaking tired by now and was sitting by the road side
you should have seen her face
buruk nak mampos
but then cause she sakit laaaaaaa
kecian dier
* smile *

early morning kacau orang

2008-12-25T11:18:00.003+08:00

haha. i like disturbing aqilah. since she just got back, must go kacau her. * rub hands gleefully *

; Kiss me through the phone says:
aqilah syg!
:D

[♥] AQI! says:
yeah?

; Kiss me through the phone says:
ckp ah syg balik
HAHAHAH

[♥] AQI! says:
whatever eh
lol

; Kiss me through the phone says:
ckp ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[♥] AQI! says:
buat pe

; Kiss me through the phone says:
hahaha
sedap kn telinga mendengar

[♥] AQI! says:
lol
yealuh syg.

kecian kene paksa ckp
* sticks out tongue *

rain rain go away; IE sucks

2008-12-24T21:42:00.007+08:00

it's been raining elephants and gorillas since morning. even so, i was still awake since 7:30am. amazing but true. well, been doing abit of design here and there every morning, from like 8 (after bathing, well, depends if i want to bathe or not) till like 1030. then i'll be slacking.

so much for my FYP year. i think it's due to the weather, the time of the year (christmas & new year) and also the errr..(what more can i blame) argh, i'll admit, my lazy-ness. i still wanna partayyyyyyyyyy~ 2009 man! lol. but shit, NS coming. haha.

anyways, thought of changing my blogskin and ta-dahhhhh! how? got if off my friend since she was changing her skin too. and i liked the layout cause it was simple, the sides were not so much of a distraction to the main post itself. so yea, thanks leena. * gives thumbs up *

but stupid thing is that IE can't really open my blog. as in, it'll go haywire. haha. trust me. look. so try opening my blog using firefox or safari. * smiles *

ANYHOOS, was planning on going to the pasar malam either at woodlands or yishun cause i was craving of this ' fried char kuey '. you know, the one that has fillings in the middle and it's deep fried and then poured with this spicy gravy. wooooo, and also ramly burger, though it's like common already. already planned on meeting debe at 7:30 (after maghrib la debe, solat dulu!) at yishun, but at 7, it started raining heavily. told debe that if 8 still rain then cancel. and here i am. * inserts stupid monfck face *

tak pe debe, another day okay? i know you long time never meet me also. :D

don't know if i should take this news as a good or bad news, but AQILAH is finally back from malaysia. welcome back aqilah, now i got someone to layan my merepek, kerepek and all. * grins *
don't action2 kan? i know you miss my nonsense kan?

mundane

2008-12-23T20:57:00.001+08:00

* thinking *
where do i go for countdown?
and with who?
anyone, any ideas?
:D

gemok

2008-12-21T19:00:00.001+08:00

now she's teaching me something else about girls

♠love, yana. says:
whatever ehkk.
and golden rule: DO NORT CALL A GIRL FAT IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCES

; I'm your love defender ( this is hidir brother ) says:
alah, i was jk right?

♠love, yana. says:
hahas

; I'm your love defender ( this is hidir brother ) says:
tsk!
HAHA
why not?

♠love, yana. says:
i dont noe.
if a girl calls a girl fat, its okayy.
but if a guy calls a girl fat, tha girl tends to feel hrut
so yeahh
lesson learnt?
i hope so

; I'm your love defender ( this is hidir brother ) says:
so your're telling me you feel hurt that i call you fat?
as in right now?
although we both know your're not?

♠love, yana. says:
HAHAHAS.
im soo nort hurt lahh
really, its nort lyk i tynk what u do or dont say to me each nyt.

; I'm your love defender ( this is hidir brother ) says:
hahaha
yea, but you should be lucky you just read what i type
you haven't heard me go straight to your face and pekik " WOI GEMOK! "

girls.... tsk!

2008-12-21T18:52:00.002+08:00

GIRLS ARE FREAKING COMPLICATED LAAAAAAAAA
read this

; I'm your love defender ( this is hidir brother ) says:
someone's blog

♠love, yana. says:
ohhh.
hahahahas.
yeahhh

; I'm your love defender ( this is hidir brother ) says:
ader gambar VS slumber paryy
HAHAHAH

♠love, yana. says:
whatever seyy.

; I'm your love defender ( this is hidir brother ) says:
SEXY SIAAAAAAAAAAAAA
lol
:D

♠love, yana. says:
well, lets just say she's tha gf of tha girl who blogged abt me.
hrmms.
me and _______ are more of frenemies instead of frens or enemies.
hahas

; I'm your love defender ( this is hidir brother ) says:
hahaha
asal girls mcm2 ehhh
1st time i hear about the word frenemies
wth is that

♠love, yana. says:
HAHAHAHAS
its being both frens and enemies with someone at tha same time.

; I'm your love defender ( this is hidir brother ) says:
serious
kecoh cehhhhhhhh
how in the world
can u be friends and enemy at the same time?
nak friend, friend ah
nak enemy, enemy ahhh
tak paham ah pompan
lol

now, will someone explain what frenemies mean?

2008-12-21T14:33:00.002+08:00

day 3 of sportlight soccer tournament was full of controversy and excitement. fit for a semi final match. my team, sporting grazers against mal vilente (malay group).

the match went about in typical fashion until the 10th minute when i scored the 1st goal of the match. cross from the left wing bounced in the box and the defender got his first touch wrong. i was behind him and managed to poke the ball to the back of the net. ROARS came from the crowd watching the match.

2nd half started with a bad challenge from me. got a warning from the refree and the match continued. i won the ball off the captain, but he being the mat he was, swung his arm into my face. the ball was still at my feet and i managed to get away from him but not after he swipe at my ribs.

they earned a free kick and i stood in front of the ball not wanting them to take a quick free kick. it was also for my keeper to quickly align the wall but he's a newcomer and i got a yellow card for time wasting. took it for my team. then 2 mins later, i was at the other end of the pitch. the ball was in the air and it was there to be challenged. and that was what i did, challenged agressively but fairly for the ball. the opponent buckled under pressure and he dived. referee didn't waste anytime in showing me the red card and i was off the pitch. i swore that wasn't worthy of a red card as some of the people who watched the match said to me.

they got up to the other side of the pitch and scored just after i was out of the match. another team mate of mine got red-carded too, just for trying to defend himself when the opponent kicked the ball in his direction while he was on the ground. so much for sportsmanship.

so from a 7-man team, it was left to 5 to defend for all they were worth, and they did. i must give them credit for not giving up and buckling despite the lack of numbers. it was down to penalties which they won after hanafi missed his.

it was a semi-final, but fittingly good for the final stage. goals, strong challenges, fouls, freekicks, yellow card, red card and penalties. great job, sporting grazers.

sportlight day 2

2008-12-19T20:09:00.002+08:00

today was day two of the tournament. against team much tougher than yesterday. 3 matches today. and as we expected, the first match is always a loss. lost 3-1 but i got assist one from a corner and there's where we got that one goal

2nd match was tougher. i forgot how we scored exactly but i know it was again up to me to settle the score. 3rd match was the match to remember. we were leading 1-0. i scored from the penalty spot after being kicked in the thighs studs up. placed the ball carefully and blasted it into the net. the keeper had no chance. then they equalised, coming from a slack defending.

the moment of brillance came when sebastian got the ball down and rolled it to me. i evaded one defender, got around one and shot with my leg boot. the ball whizzed into the top corner. celebrated and hang on to the win.

ohhhhhhhhh, after i scored, i hear 'oooooooh and ahhhhhhhh' from the female supporters. some even said that it was the goal of the tournament, considering it was getting past two defenders, shooting with my leg foot and settled into the top corner. ended up 3rd in the top scorers chart with 6 goals for the whole tournament. :D

mintak number

2008-12-18T21:18:00.002+08:00

now, another stupid girl mintak number from me. on imesh. say want to knl2 with me. and i lazy to layan so this is what i said.

loverzsliver:
yelah i nk kwn dngn u dulu
blh

Hidir89:
haha
boleh ah
tapi u ni tak gian2 kan

loverzsliver:
tak
itu pun klau u sudi kasi nombor u

Hidir89:
haha
tapi later i gian how?
u nak layan ke?
HAHAHA

loverzsliver:
gian mcm maner

Hidir89:
haha
gian la
mcm stim stim
LOl

loverzsliver:
ouh
u blh kasi i no u
blh tak
loverzsliver sent you a nudge!

Hidir89:
hha
tapi i stim
u nak layan ke tak

always action-ing gian will get the girls of my back!
:D

day 1 sport light

2008-12-18T20:46:00.004+08:00

today was day one of our soccer tournament. SPORTLIGHT at kuo chuan sec in bishan. 9-6 is the whole timing. 4 games in a day. it's a 3 day event, 2 days for group match. last day will be 4 in a group, loser pool and winner pool

due to sebastian's birthday, he and wai thien didn't attend the match (you know got soccer match still go clubbing. tsk!) but never mind, i forgive you, and happy birthday. then hanafi didn't attend as well as he had FYP stuff. so the remaining was me, mr bean(gk) , reginald, wei jie and wei wen and ba rong. 6 people for a seven-a-side match (ba rong wasn't in our team initially, last minute call him to come down)

so this is our 1st game line up.

reginald
ba rong
wei jie hidir wei wen
mr bean

in the end, we lost 6-0 in the first match. wei jie and wei wen attacked too much, leaving spaces at the back for them to exploit (not to mention, leaving me all alone to defend) there was even an instance where they had 3 vs 1 with me at the back alone.

at about 12, one more player came. dennis. and so we finally had 7 in a team and this was how we lined up for our 2nd match onwards.

reginald ba rong
hidir
wei jie dennis wei wen
mr bean

we were trailing 2-0 at the end of the first half. but we fought back and got 2 goals back. so it was 2-2. and it was up to me to settle to score. dispossess the ball in the middle and released it to reginald who held up the ball. i called for the ball and reginald passed it to the opposition defender. i tackled him, winning the ball as well as getting the man, and poked it through the back of the net. final score: 3-2

3rd match was a scare. we were already leading 1-0 until the start of 2nd half, courtesy of a goal from me. mistake at the back let them back into the match 5 mins into the 2nd half and at exactly the final whistle, reginald shot a low shot which bounced into the bottom corner. final score: 2-1

4th match was the same as the 3rd match, where we were expecting a landslide of goals. we palyed with 6 people as ba rong had to go off (i think i scolded him cause he was still laughing in the match when it was still 1-1) but it didn't came. reginald had the score at 1-0 till half time and again, mistake at the back let them into the game again at 1-1. again, it was up to me to settle the score and we won. final score :2-1

just received a msg from the organisers telling me that my team are 2nd in the table. 3 wins out of 4. 9 points out of a possible 12. 6 players the whole day. me scoring 3 goals in 4 matches. and it's not even our strongest team yet. tomorrow will be a better team. hanafi, sebas and wai thien are coming. mr bean and reginald can't come. so the formation will look something like this.

sebas
hidir hanafi
wei jie dennis wei wen
wai thien

atuk

2008-12-17T10:22:00.002+08:00

accompanied my atuk yesterday to get his passport renewed. he was being a cute soul by waiting for me under the big clock (every mrt has it, if you noticed) he says, it's easier to find (even though i had to walk from last cabin all the way to the middle, but for atuk, anything!)

off to lavender then. renewing the passport was rather fast, i must say. just fill in the form, attach your photo and then drop it in the box. and off you go! just collect it 1 week later when they send you a letter and paying $70 by NETS.

atuk ajaked me gi makan after that. so i told atuk there's the beach road. so got out from ICA, went down the escalator, cross the mrt and got up the escalator on the other side. then i realised.

ATUK! KITER SALAH TEMPAT!

HAHAHAHA! wth. padahal from ICA can just walk there and i had to bring poor old atuk to the other side and then back again (sorry atuk. cucu tak sengaje!) ni mesti salah aqilah! she teman-ed me the whole day! from at home, till go out to ICA till balik. tu pon i had to teach her that there's such a thing called WEBSMS (eh aqilah eh? *sticks out tongue*) bacin giler, tu pon tak tau! *smiles*

singing in the morning

2008-12-16T11:49:00.006+08:00

HAHAAH! early morning sing song. really, that was what i did. haven't mandi and all, then started a singing competition with a friend of mine. this was her scores

and well, this was mine. * covering my face *

as you can see, my best score was 5000+ which was paramore's DECODE. dedicating it to twilight the movie! * claps *

twilight okay okay

2008-12-15T18:34:00.003+08:00

been smsing people the wholw morning, asking if anyone was free to watch twilight with me. but alas, many said they were busy, cannot go out, no money or had no interest in twilight. in the end, i had to make my room feel like in the cinemas. i had to close the windows, draw the curtains & close the door(to make the room dark like the cinemas), switch on the fan even though it was drizzling outside (make it even colder), and plug in the head phones

wasn't that nice though. i felt that the whole book was cramped into this short movie. the expressions were not in place, the people went missing from several scenes. but i liked the effect where the vampires ran while playing baseball and the last fight (even though it was a short one)

kimak

2008-12-15T10:54:00.003+08:00

hahaha, just as expected, my blog post would bring up lots of controversy. but i didn't expect it to be this much la. haha. shocked when i just got up from bed and saw my tagboard FLOODED giler.

but never mind. okay, for the tags i should reply first.

EERA, thanks. i know your're being a good friend. at least you kutuk me using your own name, saves me the trouble from finding out who and then scolding you back which in turn will just be a vicious cycle, which is i think, is rather useless. so thanks again, and i will try not to repeat this mistake again. * smiles *

RILLA, i don't really know who you are but it's okay. again, like eera, thanks for using your real name to kutuk me, saves me the troubles. hmm, i'm not gonna say the same thing (which is it's my blog then aku peh pasal la), no i'm not. I know the consequences if i posted that post so i should be ready for all the critism from readers of my blog. i expected it to end up like this, actually. so yea, your're on the side that against me posting this while there's another side that's okay with me posting this. so yea. but again, thanks for giving me your thoughts about the post and if you still want, frequent my blog still, yea? * smiles *

ARY, sticking up for me, that's what i needed, even though to some, i was at fault. it's always nice to have someone backing it up for you when times get tough. * thumbs up *

AIN, haha. like ary, thanks for backing me up. tak pe la, let them say their two cents. my course dah ajar, ' if you think the comments will help you, accept it. if tak, letak tepi. '

IZYAN, yea, it's me. i'm always this attention-seeking, pervertic kan? it's not as if you don't know me in the first place. everyone has he's own flaws. well, i guess this is mine. * grins *

UNKNOWN:), i doubt i'll be doing that (deleting the post), it's gonna be gone with more updates coming from me. so yea, i'll leave it as that. thanks for tagging though. come back soon! * waves *

ELFA, i guessed you had that preconception of me ever since i knew eera. well, i won't blame you, everyone has preconception of me being dirty-minded, sick, matrep-ish, attention seeker and more. but hey, no one's perfect as i said. it's better me being who i am rather than me trying to be someone everyone wants me to be. * smiles *

ANNISA, ohhhhh, part hidir kene kutuk aje you're here laughing at me. thanks ehhhh pantat! haha. suke annisa! tsk!

NURUL, thanks for backing me up, classmate! haha. well, different people have different opinions and i guess their's ain't the same as mine. * two thumbs up *

J, errr hello! haha. i don't exactly know who you are, considering you call yourself J, but hey, thanks for backing me up. yea, i could have made it worse by putting her email and her picture (she did show me her picture on her display picture, but can't be too sure if it was her) but yea, i didn't so thanks for giving me the credit where i deserve. * pats back * ps. are you the one who commented me hello ji in my friendster? :D

RANDOM, hey! thanks, like J you backed me up. appreaciate it. yea, i'll continue posting how i want my blog to be, you don't have to worry about that. * gives a friendly punch on the arm *

AZYFAH, kau ni, org lain kutuk aku pasal aku punye post. kau aje yg tak. good good. kau support aku! weeeeeeeeeeee! haha. and mane ader tinggi, aku 180 aje pe! * sticks out tongue *

saving the best for last

PASSERBY, somehow i have this feeling that it's you even though i can't be exactly sure. but yea, cause before this ended, you didn't have time to read my blog (more to not wanting to read). if you are who i think you are, please, next time nak kutuk pakai name la. asal nak takut? nak tulis byk2 tapi tak berani pakai name? aiyoooo.

passerby: trying to be like Jason TheCritic? Try harder mat. Oh yes, only mat rep do cyber sex online. Deprive of sex uh you? tsk tsk. ( hahaha. tak dpt la eh me being matrep. and kau tak tau nak bace pe. time dier webcam aku ckp aku buat ape? aku buat assignment kan? kau bodo ke bodo?)

passerby: its his blog so what? like takde perasaan? tak tau jaga maruah orang? kau jadi jantan biadap pe? da layan2 then buat ni mcm. in the first place, takmo layan siak. ( kau sape sak skarang nak jage tepi kain aku. ehhh, dier dah buat gitu ape maruah lagi? dah bagus aku blur kan email dier and aku tak post gambar dier. give me credits where i deserve ah. and what? kau step tau aku betul sangat sampai kau leh ckp aku jantan biadap aje? aku peh suke ah aku nak layan kan or what. and it's wierd what, maybe funny, that a girl who added me, don't even know me, first time talking to me, is already doing all these. that's what i'm trying to point out. but i guess it never got through your thick skull huh? oh wait, it didn't even get through your thick skin. )

passerby: eh ary ni backing hidir nampak? mmg orang mcm korang semua takde perasaan langsung. of course you wouldn't ****ing care. cause i guess you peeps can just go sleep around randomly too? lol. ( kawan aku mesti ah backing aku. kau asal sak? ehhhh? so your're trying to say what? you have feelings? don't make me say out what happened that night where i broke down in front of you. and you still dare to talk about feelings huh? and look whose sleeping around. i'll admit i'ma a virgin. are you? * smiles sheepishly *)

passerby: yeah its true eera, i agree they can be put into one room but not to humiliate others but to fcuk each other upside dwn. be it this ary is guy's or girls's name. go do so and have a vid of you ( haha, me fucking? nah, i rather keep my virginity till i'm older! and how to fuck upside down? you show me, if you can, i like to think that i can too. and what? ary's a girl. video? can can. you want i show you later? hahahahaha. :D)

passerby: guys fcuking upside dwn and post it then i salute you peeps la. not by humilliating others after doing a 1st hand cyber sex. time lambat siak nak buat keje ni mcm. ( like i told you, you show me, if you can, i bet i can too. and what cyber sex? i was doing my assignments. well, i think you know what it is since i bet you indulge in it before? * wicked smile * )

passerby: and hidir has no shame to be telling all on his blog that he does cybersex too though according to him, dia layankan aje? hahahahaha. sickening man ( sickening sickening pon? bace jugak. lain kali, if tak suke, tak ya la nak tengok then comment pek pok pek pok. kau ni. aiyo. penat aku berbuih ckp. or rather my fingers are tired from typing this long. aku suruh kau tengok aje. and it's true, i was just layankan aje. it's in the afternoon, how to stim you tell me? and aku nak shame ape sak? aku tau ah aku tak buat ape ape dengan dier. )

passerby: oh well, suka hati kita semua ar. anw, we all know what kinda irritating seeking attention dickhead he is. eh, mmg we all have our own blog pon. and so what even if that girl mmg puki miang?! ( ahhhhh. tau pon suke hari kita suma. beh ni pon SUKA HATI aku ah nak post pepek org ke, tetek org ke. asal kau nak susah? bkn kau nye pon ape? well, yea, i myself know i'm irritating, and i seek attention. dickhead tu kurang pasti ah. so what? it's me what. kau ckp ngan aku betul2 ckit. kau perfect sangat ke? tak kan? kalau kau ckp kau prefect, tu dah salah. tak de org perfect cik kak. aku tau kau tua pada aku. but still? kau nye perangai. aku tengok pon tak mcm umur kau. aku trying to tahan myself from saying out your name or your age or whatever that's relating to you. so be grateful. and bagus ah kau ader own blog. aku gembira. * claps hands * and ape siak kau bobal? org tanye kau, kau tanye dier balik so what if dier puki miang? eh kau sedar tak ape kau ckp ni? )

passerby: hidir pon same jantan gatal mintak simpati. mirror yourself la before posting such posts and pictures. please la eh. ( hahaha. aku gatal? kalau aku dah gatal, dah gian sangat, kau ingat aku nak suruh kawan aku carik kan gambar konek and that unshave/shave chest tu sume? kalau aku gian, aku dah amek la siak gambar aku sendiri. tak payah susah2 kan kawan aku tu, sampai dier salah kan aku yg dier lose virginity eyes dier just to find that pictures for me. sorry ye farah? * smiles * )

passerby: you are no better yourself. get a life men. that particular post of yours is not anywhere near funny.
( hey, i didn't say i was any better. well, any better than you for that matter of a fact. and it's get a life, MAN. not men. men is pural for man. but here, it's only me. so it should be man. i think you should brush up on your english first before typing here? cause it's kinda degrading that here you are, trying to diss me but you couldn't even get that right? how pathetic. and it would be funny, if you tried to have some funny bones in you, which now it's THAT obvious, that you don't. so if it isn't funny, why not you run along now, go work and date or whatever you do, come back here once in while when you think you want. ( but i should think you wouldn't want to after reading all of these) see, you just made me waste 45mins and 3456765432 of my brain cells just to reply to your pathetic tags. how great. and please, i remember, if you still wanna diss me more, if you still think you have not had your fun, this time, write your name down please okay? i beg you. i hate to go around finding whoever you are (but i still think it's you) and if this passerby, just coincidentally not happen to be you, i apologise, my bad, my mistake. cause i'm this damn lazy to go and find that particular person. and yes, i think i said more than enough so come back soon ya? and you didn't ruined/hampen/spoil/destory my mood this morning, don't you worry about that. i'm still happy as ever. * skips happily away * )

cock

2008-12-14T11:34:00.010+08:00

well, it seems as though my previous post wasn't what i thought i would turn out to be. i thought most would go " WAH HIDIR! that girl BITCH siaaaaaa " or something along that line. but it went the opposite way instead. everyone's aiming at me saying that i humiliated her and stuff.

but then again, i beg to differ. i'm not actually, considering that if anyone humiliated her, it would be none other than herself. she should know better than to have shown herself to me WHILE i was like in the amidst of my assignments! and mind you, it was not a really good time for me to get turned on and stuff as it was in the middle of the day.

the whole thing was just a one-off thingy. somehow, she got my email (presumably from friendster/facebook/melayu.sg/wherever else that i showcased my email), added me on msn (she's not one of my friends, if she was, i would be ashamed of her and i wouldn't even have posted this in the first place), and started saying i look like syah iskandar (till now, i don't even know who the hell is he!) and wants to see my 6 packs (ingat free free ke tengok? tengok la orang lain punye. hidir nye tak sek la)

anyways, the purpose of me posting that up was to see how much one would do just to get, what's that word, horny? and much to my delight or digust, however you see it suit, i got more than what i bargained for. * points to the post below, the pictures specifically* and i think my friends are going against me because of my too-much-too-handle 'horny-ness'. the kind of face to face saying without thinking of the post mortem. oh well

anyways, my saturday is always spent with my kawan lepak, debe. and yesterday we went to this malay rapper's album launch. rauzan. ever heard of him? i didn't until i saw his familiar face. his songs are nice. Heartbeat, Spaceship. some titles of his track. i should have bought his album (12bucks) but due to the shortage of cash, i skipped it. farah was there, but it wasn't until me and debe were at the esplanade that i tegured her. well, i didn't actually. SHY.

tegured her at the marina steps while i was busy eating my apple pie.* waves at farah* HAHA. she was in green, like the moving tree, she calls it, while her friends were in black. and i was really having my PMS that day that i decided, well, some cam whoring should do the trick.

hidir, debe

pout, baby, pout

ape tu debe buat?

us pouting
my face ehhhh, cannot make it seh

i think the theme of the day was pouting

the stupid pose

batman hidir and batgirl debe

told you something's wrong with me

mata sepet hidir cannot
debe can

suck it to me, baby!

& i had to bend to make it look as if she's the same height as me
and somehow, these two pictures
below makes me look YP-ish
doesn't it?

especially this one
:D

update on yati

2008-12-12T15:08:00.017+08:00

okay, good news for all you readers, there alot of update to be done today! not much event. just one msn conversation. and yes, it's her. YATI! you know, yg that time msn convo with me, ckp i look like syah iskandar? ( i think i better looking than him ah even though i dono what he looks like )

ANYWAYS, today's conversation is MORE juicy. cause this time, there's still the same gian-ness in her in wanting to look at my body ( i tau ah badan i sek, tapi tak payah pe ) and now, she even more daring! can still webcam with me to show me what she was wearing ( or not )

extracts from the conversation

you never wanted to stay says:
helo

Yati says:
hello

; you never wanted to stay says:
busy eh

Yati says:
tk de uh
u i maseh nk tgk bdn u seyyh
=(

; you never wanted to stay says:
haha
buat pe
lol
i shy ahhh
tak sek ah badan i

Yati says:
psl i suro
u send i gmbr u satu

; you never wanted to stay says:
hahaha
alah
i shy la
gambar ape u nak

Yati says:
satu jek
gmbr pape
kai
singlet ke
sleeveless ke

; you never wanted to stay says:
i skarang dlm boxers aje seh

Yati says:
bole ar
amek gmbr
badan u jek
pls
ngn boxer u
pls pls

; you never wanted to stay says:
HAHa
shy ahhhhhhhhhhhh
you tunjuk i dulu ahhh

okayyy, this is just some extracts. if you wanna read more of this, download the file here

okay, so here are the proof! of her doing some funny stuffs! the first picture is proof that she really webcamming with me and not me taking some random photo of people on google and posting it up here just to make my blog more enjoyable. you can click and see my msn convo if you want too.

then, this yati wanted a picture of my penis. then i told her that, i haven't steam, so won't be nice. then she said, chest? then i told her, she want a picture of my chest. then i said, hairy tau. i shave first can? then she said she wanted a pic of my unshaven chest, and a pic of my shaven chest. and this is what i was ABOUT to show her before she went offline.

HAHAHAHAHHA! gambar ni sume is all mat salleh, so i had to like photoshop it to make it look like me DARK skin! okay tak? :D and and and and, guess who help me carik?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. this is why i wanted your photo farah! cause i wanted the whole freaking world of readers to know who helped me carik those pictures! my sidekick in this whole FUNNY affair! HAHAHAHA. & you know what her reaction was?

" HIDIR! YOU MADE MY EYES LOSE ITS VIRGINITY BY LOOKING AT THESE! "

matrep birthday

2008-12-12T11:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday, at about 1:30 am ( i wasn't asleep which was kinda weird ) heard this matrep from bawah block saying:

woi gemok!
birthday kau kan?

and then he started singing.

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to _________
happy birthday to you

and to make it more special or more matrep-ish for his friend, he said this after singing

KEPALA PISANG AH KAU!

wtf

2008-12-11T10:55:00.004+08:00

Yati says:
btw
u muke mcm syah ek
i g u nye blog

; you never wanted to stay says:
hahaha
lol
syah sape?

Yati says:
shah iskandar
hehe
u i nk tgk ur body le? u seems hot
hehe

; you never wanted to stay says:
hahaha
mane ader
lol
i tak hot laaa
6 packs aje
HAHA

-.- mepek nyeeeeee
lol doesn't end there

Yati says:
tk ar.
gtg bye
u
send i gmbr u pape
le?
gmbr kai singlet ke
le ar

; you never wanted to stay says:
lerrrr
asal gtg?
chat ahhh

Yati says:
beh borin tk org nk favour i

; you never wanted to stay says:
hahaha
lol
bobal aje ah
online
ape dah

Yati says:
tkpe la
u ade gmbr u
pape

; you never wanted to stay says:
ahaaha
chat laaaaaaaaa
tsk
i nak tengok muke u

Yati says:
-_-
haha
u nk i chat
tunjuk badan u
=p

; you never wanted to stay says:
hahaha
ape saje
buat peee?
u meet me
i tunjuk
and i can show you more!
HAHAHHA
:P

Yati says:
so u nk main pe ni

; you never wanted to stay says:
haha
tak main laaa
lol
was kidding kan
you step nak aje
lol
:P
lol
main you ah
HAHAHAH

Yati says:
haha
thn u tunjuk badan u
lau hot u main
hehe
deal?

; you never wanted to stay says:
HAHAHAH
lol

Yati says:
n kenek tunjuk u nye bawa

; you never wanted to stay says:
okayyyy, tak nak
confirm lose
haha

Yati says:
ni baru amek
*showing a picture of her bum*

; you never wanted to stay says:
pasal tak hot
lol

Yati says:
conferm pass
bole la u

; you never wanted to stay says:
hahaha
lol
tak pass nye laaa
i tak hot

Yati says:
alaaa
tlg ar
can?

; you never wanted to stay says:
hahaha
i shy ah
lol

HAHAHAH! I HOPE KORANG DAH KETAWE RABAK2!

lepak

2008-12-11T10:11:00.005+08:00

bored as hell after sending nenek home. finally, i can have my room back and some *ahem* privacy. *smiles* anyways, duduk umah nenek for like 1 hour, eating popiah goreng. nice. after that went home, lepak jap. waiting for debe to msg. cause she was doing her proj at bugis so thought wanna lepak after that.

planned to mandi at 6 ( not that i never mandi before hantar nenek balik but nak mandi again cause rimas ) and kluar rumah at 6:30, so will reach bugis about 7, 7:30. but that pantat msg me at 6 when i just masok the toilet ( and yes, i bring my hp in the toilet to listen to songs. so if you call me while i bathing, don't be shocked to hear me peeing or hear the sound of water in the backdrop )

found out, dier dah makan. pantat. & i was waiting to have my dinner with her. tsk! anyways, dinner at tong seng, as usual. then off to our normal lepaking place, esplanade. wanted to go MARINA BARRAGE, but we didn't know what is that. i told debe i thought that marina barrage thing was the place where they had that stage and all. and i confirmed it with a few friends of mine. but anyways, lepak at esplanade.

then my kawan bola, jumali, called. wanted to lepak cause he just after training. so ya, lepak. kacau one giler uncle there. was laughing like hell. then FOR THE FIRST FREAKING TIME I KNOW MALI, he treated me and debe to a drink. dah mcm HEAVEN seh si dektu blanje! tak pernah2 blanje tibe2 nari blanje. * laughs *

this was taken just before we board the train. debe forever with her peace peace. like i told you so many times, STOP IT SEH! and don't smile smile ah bace ni. tsk! :D

& my hair ehhhh, HORRENDOUS i tell you! nasib nari i ask my mum cut my hair for me. kalau tak, RIMAS!

oh oh oh oh oh, i have to tell you my dream. i dreamt that i was in the movie twilight. but the book version ah. cause i was reading it the whole day. then i remember that edward was a girl and her name was edwina. HAHA. what a name! but funny thing is, edwina didn't like me like how edward loved bella. instead edwina brought me to this jungle, which was the place where jacob(werewolf) and his friends hunted in new moon. then don't know why, that asshole edwina grab me then gigit me and i die already. -.-

2008-12-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

PERANGAI KAU MUSIBAT BODO
TAK TAU NAK CKP BETUL2 PE?!
APEHAL NAK CKIT2 BODO BODO, KAU PANDAI SANGAT PE CHEEBYEEEE
_l_

hari raya haji

2008-12-09T10:34:00.004+08:00

hari raya haji was okay. went to nenek's house in the afternoon. even with the slight drizzle, that didn't stop us from visiting. it shouldn't anyways. but what it did stopped us was from wearing baju kurung.

" AHHH! tak payah laaa. ujan2. sape nak pergi melawa? "

that's what mum said. so yea, the whole family didn't dress up. my mum was in bright mood as seen by her orange tudung and shirt. nenek iti was in blue tudung and matching blouse. sister was in her top kebaya and jeans with high heels. rashidee was casual, blue long sleeve shirt and jeans. me? in blue long sleeve shirt, tucked into my faded jeans and my all usual green jazz shoes.

was waiting for family to arrive at mrt when nenek iti said this,

" Ayah dah boleh nampak tua eh? "

that made me realised, what nenek said was true. ayah nye uban all come out already. most of his black strands of curly hair mostly gone. they were replace with a sea of white hair. and to compliment that "old" look, he was wearing this old printed shirt that was WAY past it's expiry date. tsk!

raya at nenek house was okay. nothing much happened. but had lots to eat, which i took advantage of. (nak gain weight tapi tak naik2) watched rocky, whose line is it anyways and simpsons, which got the whole family laughing. but the most "interesting" thing which happened to me was when i was otw back home.

make a wild guess. try guessing what's in that plastic bag?

had a good guess already? well, i can basically tell you, whatever you had in mind, or the things you guess were ALL WRONG! that, in there my friends, is a

PLASIC BAG FULL OF VOMIT!

hahahahahahahahha! yes, okay, well, not really full, but half full. but still, i can like see those thingy floating in the "water" and see some wonderful colours! YUCKS!

soccer

2008-12-08T12:42:00.003+08:00

sigh. another loss for my bola. this time, due to having lots of yr 1 student who can hardly kick the ball. 7-1 we lost. but another lively, energetic performance from me in the middle of the park. breaking up passes, winning first balls in the air, starting attacking flows, threading through passes like hot knife through butter. even managed to score from the penalty spot.

my kawan lepak, debe and wani, brought their friend, sue along. but they were late, cause wani- as usual- SIAP LAMBAT! tsk! haha. they came late and i only fetched them during my half time. in the end, they didn't even watch the match, cause wani ckp tak nak tengok and decide to sit somewhere. tsk! baru nak suruh debe tengok hidir! HAHAHA

debe, wani

stop it eh debe! :P

ape jek wani!
HAHAHA

sue, debe wani
somehow, muke wani like gian gitu!
*smiles*

sue, debe

after the match, wanted to eat at tong seng but upon reaching there, it was close. which was rather wierd as it was a sunday. so went to quji to eat. after that, wani and sue went home, which is another rather wierd thing as wani won't be back that early! but anyways, me and debe went to lepak at esplanade. there was this junior singing competition, where there was this one 12-year-old girl singing like beyonce. but the pantat tak menjadi ah! :P

saturday night

2008-12-06T16:59:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY NIGHT AND I'M AT HOME
how interesting
_l_

freaking bored even though morning there was my weekly soccer. after 2 weeks of no saturday soccer, i was happy that at least 5 people managed to turn up. that's like a team. another 2 came much later but still, we managed to play.

& there's a gig later at 7. it's a hip hop gig. I WANNA GO! but my kawan lepak, debe, is at sentosa right now. (even though she's having her menses. tsk!) so now, i don't have anyone to go with. guess i'll be staying at home today. (at least i have someone to talk to on msn! *smiles*)

sheesha

2008-12-06T07:10:00.007+08:00

right, yesterday marks the day where i lost my virginity-to sheesha! hahaha. ader shock tak? thought i was losing my virginity to someone right? * hard laughs * YOU MUST BE EFFING CRAZY TO BE BLOGGING ABOUT LOSING ME VIRGINITY! or instead i must be crazy to do that.

anyways, it was some sort of my " malay " class outing. expected to be there were me, nadiah, nurul, siti, aida and dinni. but dinni didn't turn up as she had silat training. and there were 5. met nadiah at sembawang mrt at 4:45 instead of 4:30 cause she was late and so was i. trained to bugis to meet up with the rest who were already out, catching a movie.

i think we went a tad too early for sheesha but what the heck. i expected sheesha to be in this some small, dark den FULL with smoke, people getting high, spouting nonsense and stuff like that. but this was nothing like that. i think the place was al-majlis. not many were around in the evening. later in the night then there were more. ahhhhhh, i don't know what else to say. pictures next.

i think nadiah was the first person to start sheesha?
or was it aida?
anyways, aida went off

us, with drinks (iced mint)

siti, nadiah

them again

nurul nak step babyface!
PODAH!

me and nadiah
handsome kan orang on the right?
left hodoh sak!
* smiles *

so now i know nurul muke stim mcm mane!
* laughs *

i think siti was angry with something?

ahhhhh, yes.
my muke stim already!
stop laughing, tsk!
_l_

ahhhhhh, we ARE not dating or what ehh
please don't jump to conclusion
she minah rempit
AND I HATE IT!
* rolling on the floor laughing my ass out *

& now my head's groggy
my throat hurts
i'm coughing like some mofo idiot
who just had too much to sheesha
tsk!
_l_
but this picture below just tops it all off

minah rempit in the making!
any mat rempit interested?!
* shouts and then laughs *

cold weather

2008-12-04T18:55:00.002+08:00

in this cold weather
the only thing i could do
was to lazy around in bed
lappie on my right
my adik kecik on my left

and come to think of it,
most of the day was spent
on pinching his spongy ass!
* smiles *

modem down

2008-12-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

okayyyyy. today was a very long day for me. firstly, i mandi cause my nenek sleep over my house. which is a good thing. or else i won't mandi for like a whole week. :P next, my modem died on me, while i was onlining. last person i talked to was zee. & i scolded her.

" tengok ah! you shouldn't have said bye! see! now the modem died on me! tsk! "

that apart, after lunch, called the technical support for help. one said that my modem itself might be faulty. the other said my adapter was faulty. don't know what to do, bawak ah both turun! so headed down to paya lebar. asked the person at the mrt for directions.

suay suay kene naik bus. then naik pon sesat. padahal the building just beside the bus stop. & i went across the road and asked for directions. then kene u-turn. tsk! then kat lift pon leh stuck! pressed lvl 6 a lot of times but that stoopid motherTOOT thing won't move. and i thought i was stuck in that lift. at 6:55pm! HAHHA

lucky when i reach the place, they were still open. just. barely. haha. the guy said that he was going to close the door at 7 on the dot. i looked at the clock and it was 6:58. phew!

then balik pon satu hal. naik bus to paya lebar again, then mrt up. crowded nak mampos! but at least now my net dah okay! just hope the adapter tak terbakar again. or else kene turun lagi!

nenek

2008-12-03T14:12:00.001+08:00

you know right if i never kluar
i won't mandi right

but now i mandi
and you know why?

CAUSE MY NENEK TIDO OVER MY HOUSE FOR ONE WEEK!
kalau tak, tu one week aku tak mandi
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! :)

2008-12-02T10:52:00.002+08:00

"she don't want him
she wants me
she don't want him
not anymore

she came here with him
she gonna leave with me
she don't want him
not anymore
not anymore"

* sings and shakes some booty *
like the tune of this song!
:)

milo ad

2008-12-01T21:12:00.004+08:00

time for a milo ad!
notice how small the milo is
just the palm of my hands

oh btw
i haven't mandi for one whole day
* laughs *

OUCH

2008-12-01T11:49:00.001+08:00

* thinks *
maybe i should do this
but not dragon ah
dragon kental
I DO LION!
THEN MY "MANE" DON'T SHAVE!
HAGAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHH
:)

2008-11-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

this is how bad i look after my bola

& she looks this bad ALL THE TIME

last night

2008-11-30T08:20:00.003+08:00

went out last night after soccer was cancelled. tsk! still angry that morning. met debe at sembawang mrt as she was from woodlands. asked her why she was there and she said if a smile, " BELI LAPTOP! " HAHAHHAAH! cehhhhhhhhhhh. org tu dah canggih ahhh. maju pe girl! :)

anyways, trained to bugis to have our dinner. in the train, she attitude with me by keeping quiet all the way. was awkward not talking, as you know me, i cannot keep the F shut. i got pissed and msg my friend telling her this that this that. :P

long last, debe talked again. but then, it was now my turn to attitude towards her back! padan muke! ate prawn noodles, with extra noodles. i put 3 small plates of chili padi and MAK, pedas giler. sampai debe pon ckp mata stim! * smiles STIMLY *

walked to esplanade to meet with wani. but by the time, dah full with M&M(s) tak terangkat. so me and debe chilled further away from all the commotion. & she began snapping pictures with my phone. oh ya, i was wearing her headband & it made me look like RAFEAL NADAL! * claps*

this here is debe
muke tak mo step cute boleh tak?
* slaps her face *

then when the pinholes something something (the band) wanted to perform, we sat beside wani and her friend, shikin. wasn't that nice. i mean, was average but still, it got my feet tapping to the beat. oh oh, in the train, on the way back, we saw this advertisement.

" To the 10% of people from Bedok who are working hard in the bedroom just for pleasure.
Be prepared. "

and beside it was a picture of a crib. meaning to say, be prepared to have a child if you have casual sex all the time. and in my mind, i was thinking.

" NOT BEDOK AJE!
SEMBAWANG ALSO LAAAAAAAAAA
LAGI2 UMAH SI HIDIR!
HIDIR WORKING HARD EVERY NIGHT! "
* tongue in cheek*

goin out

2008-11-29T17:20:00.004+08:00

i was making my hair, after bathing and all and had this conversation with my mum.

still applying sunsilk damage repair to hair while walking into mum's room
looks and mum and ask
" MA! Amcm? HANDSOME TAK? "

Mum looks at me atas bawah and says
" same aje! ape yg handsome! "

HAHAHAH! thanks eh maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

stupid

2008-11-29T11:03:00.002+08:00

shocked to find me online early on a saturday morning? that's cause bola is cancel. cause no one turun. pantat. waste my time travel all the way to amk, then find out no one there, then balik again. grrr. but at least i get to buy nasi lemak from ananas cafe, AGAIN!

my friend said there's a gig featuring the sallys this evening. at esplanade. i wanna go but there's no one to go out with. anyone free today? ask me, i'll be online the whole entire freaking day. tsk! so unlike me.

how did we get here?
well, i used to know you so well
how did we get here?
well, i think i know how.

sigh

2008-11-28T12:57:00.003+08:00

yay! submission is done. i'm at home now, after getting the loan-ed lappy from school. install my sch programs for FYP and also my game bola. haha. as usual. lagi nak makan nasi lemak from ananas cafe, which i think is quite nice laaaaa.

ohhhh, my friend watched twilight already, from the net. and according to her, it wasn't THAT interesting. nevertheless, i'll be still watching it no matter what. especially the part where edward and james are fighting. COOL!

& oh, speaking of twilight, i already got my hands on the 2nd book, " new moon ". gonna read it over the holidays! :)

again, submission

2008-11-26T20:35:00.005+08:00

okay. just as planned, i finished my sections by 3pm! yipess to me. haha. and after my lunch at 3, searched for some trailers of twilight, which i must say, was rather impressive. the way edward moved, climbed trees, talked to bella. smooth.

and i just finished reading the book, prior to updating this. HAHA.
btw, me and edward mcm dah same aje
TAK MANDI!
:)

submit

2008-11-26T13:32:00.004+08:00

having my break now after morning of doing stuff. lunch not eaten. just wanted to update on my submission, which is due on friday. let's see what i have done or not done.

SUBMISSION

A1 location plan
A1 site plan
A1 proposed site plan
2 proposed sections (will be finished by 3pm)
concept model
sketches
4 perspectives (~~2 today, 2 tomorrow~~ OR 4 tomorrow)
PQM (edit the construction part)

judging from this, i think i'm well on time. *pats on back* 5 mins more before i start my work again.

*looks below and shouts*
" BLACK PEPEK! "

black pepek

2008-11-25T12:53:00.004+08:00

okayyyy, this happened to me while i was in the food court, trying to order some food. after ordering, i waited at the side for my meal. by then, the aunty had already finish cooking the meals before me. the girl (before me) went missing after ordering her black pepper fried rice. and so, she wanted to shout "black pepper, black pepper"

but guess what she shouted?

" BLACK PEPEK, BLACK PEPEK! "

she melatar cause something in front dropped!

adik tak de

2008-11-24T22:25:00.004+08:00

well, i forgot to mention one thing. RASHIDEE TAK DEEEEEEEEEEEE! (hence, the pictures) rashidee is my younger brother la. and no, not that something bad happen to him or what. (touch wood) nothing of that sorts. or rather, he's staying over at my cousin's place way, way, way in the east. tampines to be exact. sedih sehhh. at home so quite. no one to kacau already. no one to irritate. no one to marah when he mengamok mcm tak tentu pasal. tak de angin, tak de ribut, STORM pon tak de, dier dah mengamok. i still miss him seh! * sob sob *

anyways, ever seen paramore's lead singer, haley willams? well, if you so kental, don't know who, here!

HOT KANNNNNN?
*hints*
any girl that dares to dye her hair the same as her
I CHOP/BOOK/ SLOT/ whatever nod
to be her loyal boyfriend!
* smiles *

twilight

2008-11-24T18:20:00.001+08:00

my blog song is my current hit now
Decode
by Paramore
from the sound track of " Twilight "
which will be hitting the screens soon!

However, with some editing
Hailey's voice sounded more like....
Edward Cullen

if you read the book, you should know by now
who the hell is he
nice
:)

puki

2008-11-24T18:07:00.006+08:00

" puki lobang square mak kau "

the exact words what my friend, shao jie said
and yes, he's the one who typed the post below
more publicity for him, i guess

& don't know why
somehow, the way he says it
amuses me
considering the fact that he interrupts
everytime someone around him has something to say

so on his behalf
puki lobang square mak kau!

_l_

jk
:)

A post from my fren

2008-11-24T12:26:00.005+08:00

i'm feeling damn horny now. i dont know myself, i'd become a beast ever since that night when i rape my classmate, F****. Shit, i'm in the middle of my lecture and here i m here masturbating just by watching her from far. Her titties, her huge bun size nipples that fits just nice to my lips, WOOO, mother fucking shiok. Her forest mutated pussy is as wet and cloudy like the Singapore river. Life is like a box chocolate, u never know what u gonna get. what i get is just some rotton chocolate.

SAVE ME

by a friend, shaojie

scrape that

2008-11-23T11:57:00.004+08:00

okay. scrape that. forget i talked about wanting to change my blog skin. just browsed through and none of them look the least appealing to me. anyways, let's update more about my life. other than school work, things are the same. been going out, usually on fridays, saturdays & probably sundays. but mind you, i still get my school work done.

FRIDAY
just lepak with birthday girl at sembawang park. wanted to feel the sea breeze, filtering through my 'padang-bola' hair. HAHA! but then, there were alot, too many i might add, M&M around. tsk! spoil my day laaaaa. ate donuts! & so much of you wanting to go home early eh? HAH

SATURDAY
morning is the usual, routine soccer at amg mo kio. except that this time, i was early and there were no one around. member all haven't even wake up. so went to the DOLPHIN ( cause the street soccer floor used to have a crest of a dolphin, hence the name ) waited for them there, but then headed back to the normal place as they didn't want to go to the dolphin ( scared, i'm assuming ) played a while there, then decided to go dolphin ( grow balls la eh korang! ) played a few matches there, got elbowed by this guy nak step mane peh bagus. i just kept quiet and played my game, knowing that if he ever got close close to the ball again, confirm kene nye. but then after he elbowed me, straight away substitute out ( member takut pe )

he sat outside, watching me play ( buah letak mane huh? ) my friends wanted to bagi dier but i told them just carry on with the game. HAHA. even another team is irritated with his antics. he came down to the pitch, wearing an AS ROMA jersey with a 13 behind, long socks and shoes. but when he played, he didn't even run much. hold the ball pon nak stepping skill. kene ckit, jatuh. harapkan tinggi jek. but never mind la. it's over

i think after that few matches, i kinda strain my knee. maybe tore a tissue in my left knee. cause at night, i went lepak with debe, azza and wani at esplanade. then i couldn't like walk normally. was limping all the way. i couldn't even straighten my leg. argh

okayyyyy. i think that's long enough of a post about my life. think i'm gonna indulge myself in reading twilight.

borng life

2008-11-23T11:31:00.002+08:00

somehow, the thought of me sitting down, doing some serious work, wouldn't EVER come true. me sitting down, doing work? on a weekend? come on. who would ever believe that. and what's more, FYP design stage is coming to a close now. with a week left before a critique session and then 3 weeks of holiday, which i presume would be the time for us to make more design changes and consulation before the holiday is over. after that will be 4 weeks of design/production stage and then our FINAL CRITIQUE and then i'm off! let's see what else i'm lacking in the submissions department

Submissions
~~1 concept model~~
~~1 plan~~
2 section
4 perspectives
plenty of sketches

okay. half way done. somehow, i still think this itself is not enough. maybe over the week, i'll be doing my self 1 or 2 more concept models, so that means getting 1 or 2 more plans ( depending on my mood and workrate ) after that, then i'll sketch out my sections to show my design as well as my 4 perspectives, which technically, i am the only one in my batch who could DRAW a perspective, considering me and another guy, aaron, learnt that during our ITP. but aaron didn't like drawing perspective as he's into more IT stuff, leaving me the only guy GOOD at drawing. sketches isn't a problem as well, as my sketching has been okay from year one.

okayyyy. just feel like changing my blogskin now. update more after i'm done with that. wait up. :)

circumcised dick

2008-11-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

& today
funnily, the topic in class today was
CIRCUMCISED DICK
and it's discussed between guys, mind you

i don't know how it came about
but the information struck me
is that
un-circumcised dick is more sensitive that a circumcised dick
this is because circumcised dick is used to rubbing against the pants material
whereas the un-circumcised dick is not

but my argument was
IF CHEENA ONE SENSITIVE RIGHT,
CONFIRM YOU ALL CANNOT TAHAN THEN CUM FIRST!

*thinks*
haven't blow, touch abit already
then orgasm!
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAH!

2008-11-20T12:43:00.000+08:00

happy birthday girl

loveoftheday

2008-11-20T12:13:00.005+08:00

walking down the road
birds chirping, rays shining down on us

with heart on street

made me wonder

is today gonna be a special day

bored again

2008-11-18T19:53:00.003+08:00

& if you still don't believe how bored we were in class
the next few pictures will show you proof

FIRST

we have a new upcoming henna artist coming to singapore
& her name is xinhong
thanks for drawing on my hands
even though i told you i didn't want it!
*clap hands*
*swears after that*

NEXT

we have a sketching competition
held at the back of the class during lecture
& the object we had to sketch is this
a bangle

shao jie already drew it when ruiting asked me to draw
to see whose is the better one
thinking that shao jie 's was very nice
i knew i had to draw properly
& this is what i came up with

a bloody shitty sketch
from a design student some more
well, at least i did try to draw in perspective-mode
i already know i was going to lose to shao jie
cause i know this is not my best drawing yet

then, it was the moment of truth
who was gonna win?
me or shao jie?

soon, we unvield shao jie's ultimate sketch
tak e a deep, deep breath everyone!

TA-DAH!
his wonderful sketch!
amazing, simple yet sophisticated
i bet even leonardo da vinci couldn't have drawn it that well
BRAVA to him!
* inserts stupid face *

* inserts vulgarities *
even a bloody baby could hold a pen
and draw 10 circles joined together at the sides
& to think i was gonna lose!
_l_
this middle finger goes to him

but then i take it back
cause it's his birthday today
happy birthday
or else you get another middle finger from me
you bastard

even my brother's drawing is nicer laaaaaaaaaaa
take a look
got detail some more
and he's 8

FINALLY

we had this drawing competition
guessing someone from the class
based on his/her characteristics

xinhong drew this
guess who?

still don't know?
look properly
which guy has curly hair
& is dark?
demarcated by the black shading of the face

yups, you guessed it
that bitch drew an impression of me
HA-HA
laugh all you want
cause after graduation, you won't be able too
just making you happy for the time being
pfffffft!

& i'm sorry dear readers for being so vulgular in my post today
i was bored the whole day
and i've been saying PUNDEK to ruiting the whole day
no matter what she's doing
i'll go

" oi! pundek eating cake ah? "
" oi! pundek playing with the plastic bag. "

HAHAHA!
so pardon me
as i have been faithfully updating my blog
and letting you readers have a good laugh
promise never to do it again
and show to your friends
so all of you can have a good laugh

thanks for reading this chapter of my life
and before i sign off
i just wanna show this
_l_

ahhhhhhhhhh! i feel much better now
*smiles*

bored in class

2008-11-18T09:56:00.003+08:00

me, in class, slacking.

waiting for my turn to consult

tsk!

hidir potter

2008-11-17T21:55:00.005+08:00

HAIRY POTTER and his WHITE friends

Welcome!

learning the "win-gar-dium leviosa" spell

now with a flip and a twist of the wrist, sayyyyyyyyyyyy
"WING-GAR DIUM LEVIOSA!"

in the end, it was hermoine who managed to do the spell

cho too can master the spell!

HAIRY POTTER with HERMIONE (left) and CHO (right)
after class.
:)

pics from last match

2008-11-17T19:18:00.003+08:00

soccer match last week, sunday
ended 1-1
again another blunder which cost us the goal
but then, they had an own goal too
fight broke out near to the end of the match
which i joined in as i sendiri tak puas with this botak guy

in the end, that botak guy whack my leg
which i shouted at the referee calling for a foul
duly, he showed him the red card

lots of freekicks on target
but didn't manage to get the ball to swirve in mid-air
shall work on it

more pictures of photoshoot

2008-11-17T18:56:00.002+08:00

never took picture with her before
but this here is nadiah
the minah that's always calling me mat
tsk!

& this is how thick my make up is

oh, this is what i look like after my mum cut my hair
WTH!
hahahaahhah
botak sak!
& this was today's INDIVIDUAL photoshoot!

2008-11-17T18:30:00.007+08:00

BEFORE PHOTOSHOOT

junkai(gay), me, ruiting

mua & ruiting

gay, me, ruiting, jonathan (lecturer)

yvonne, me (lagi), ruiting

a group of girls and me!
tired to say who

the tiny one i keep disturbing in class, xinhong

look! for the 1st time she's taller!

me and class buddy, ruiting

DURING PHOTOSHOOT

kakak, don't put too thick!

oh gawd, look at me! the HORROR!

calm and collected

me, junkai, yvonne sitting for rehersal
btw, yvonne look so minah!

like harry potter and his friends

harry potter & friends with PROFESSOR SNAPE!

AFTER PHOTOSHOOT

mat and minah!

mat and minah in the "house" kitchen

future make up artist, diana ft. mat

minah number 2 ft mat

hmph! i'm taller than you xinhong!

minah number 3, nurul

alot of minah eh? now even got ahlian, angelina

grp of girls including me!

class buddies

shiny thumb

2008-11-17T12:07:00.001+08:00

& i like my shiny thumb!

* smiles *

lacking in updates

2008-11-17T10:06:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating. busy ahhh. fri, sat & sunday everytime out sehhh. lol. never see me online for so long right? haha. friday, went out the whole day. sat, pagi bola then ptg kluar again. then sunday, bola and just a short meeting up. haha. update more soon. when i get home as see my photoshoot pictures! :)

i'm the boy

who stole away

your first kiss

photo shoot

2008-11-13T09:48:00.006+08:00

well, updating this blog after my consultation with lecturers
now, waiting for another lecturer (Mark) to come

then ask him again.

anyways, got photoshoot later this evening

& this is how i look

gini2 punye handsome pon kene " HALF OPENED KITKAT! "

after HSM3

2008-11-12T21:04:00.004+08:00

high school musical was okay okay aje ahhhh. not that nice the story line. but the songs nice laaa. especially " can i have this dance " hmmm. other than that, was nothing much laaa. lol. after that movie, went to bugis. ingat nk beli kasut jazz tu. in the end tak beli. and now i regret cause my shoes basah cause of the rain. and i have nothing to wear tmr. and friday. tsk!

" If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, baby
Cuz I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you ,you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you ,you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh "

random

2008-11-12T09:50:00.005+08:00

okayyyy, because of soccer, i think have become dark ( not that i wasn't before). BUT now, mcm VERY seh. dulu tak pernah ader org tegur, " eh hidir. kau makin gelap. " now i kluar with my friends, byk tegur seh! ARGH!

then in school, i get disturbed by my cliques too.

" hidir can be lots of chocolate you know
if hidir wear green, he MILO BAR! "
" if hidir wear red, he KIT KAT! "
" if hidir wear purple, he CADBURY! "
" if hidir wear yellow/gold, he CRUNCHIE! "

pantat korang ah! grrrr. anyways, since i end school early today, at about 12, i think i shall be bringing my adik, rashidee to catch a movie with me. High school musical 3. i've promised to bring him one day and since he end at 1 too, can ah. the movie is gonna be at 3. abg baik kn hidir? :)

updates again

2008-11-11T08:36:00.008+08:00

finally, after so long, it's time to update again. HAHA

okayyyyy. about my weekly soccer, we won again. 3-2. didn't score this time aroun. but my passes went through their defence like hot knife through butter. like fabregas ahhhhh. :) here are the pictures

anyways, this week is gonna be hectic. tue's is gonna be a long day. 8:30-6. but pagi can slack, do some work till like 12 then go lunch. 130-6 is lecture time. then wed's class is from 8-12. come for consultation. then can balik. thursday same thing, think of design and then lecture from 1-3. the 5 got photoshoot till like 11. LAMBAT ABIS. at bedok ahhhhh. kaki bukit to be exact. fri no sch! :)

haha. ni sume dah mcm david beckham amek freekick! :)